Journaling: Reached out yesterday as it had been two weeks. I had set my goal at 30 days. No idea what made me reach out. Immediately felt it was the wrong choice. However it will hopefully motivate me to stick to another 30 days. The conversation was almost annoying as he was of course drinking again so he couldn't follow along in the conversation and he would just answer with random things.
I am pretty excited to start IC on Friday. I think this is going to be best for me.
I do live next door to my dad and he mentioned something about this friend of ours coming to work on some stuff for him. I may have to be around one time and be gone the next. He can be pretty flakey sometimes so who knows what will happen there.