No Steve I don't want to be with someone that does not want to be with me. I want to give my love to someone that deserves it. I also fight with the thought of disappointing my children and making them cry and having to split time and move from house to house. I didn't grow up that way and am afraid of what it will do to them.
I know what I need to continue to do but the mind wanders and the thoughts come out here.
Thx NJ
Together 10 Married 8 Bomb drop 2/19 Separated since 6/18 Papers started 9/19 Two kids 5 and 7, boys
im in the house, she is local and at her parents, boys split time
