The fear has you paralyzed. You are so consumed with what he thinks about you and why he does certain things. It doesn't matter. It really doesn't. Let go of the expectations of him doing logical things. It is a waste of your time. One day, you will look back at this time and discover how much time you have wasted.
What are you afraid of? The worst has already happened. It is reality. The tighter you hold on, the longer it is going to take for you to be independently happy. When you get there, it will open a whole new world for you. Anything worthwhile, takes work. Get out of your own way.
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa
