Feeling has been going strong all day. Sounds like wife got the apartment. I was preparing myself for it but it hurt so bad. I cried for awhile. I just can't take all of this. Fun fact group, move will likely happen while I'm gone recovering for surgery how lucky for her she can move in peace and I can come back from surgery to an empty lonely house that we struggled for 10 years to earn so we could start our family. Sometimes I just don't know what I'm doing at all anymore.
