Intending to put down the cup today via cold turkey to break the drinking cycle.
I will wake up every morning feeling bad about the drinks I had but once when it passed noon, I'll crave for a couple of cans to make me relax. Not quite to ease the pain as I don't feel much but well just something to look forward to which make me happier and relaxed.
Also, it's kinda awkward to be around with her in the house after finishing work thus I am looking at going out for some personal space and breather. That's kind of the thoughts nowadays.
For her, sometimes she's ok with me by talking nicely and asking opinions but most of the time is still rude tone with an attitude which, I just don't let it affect me. Either by tell her she does not have to talk to me like that or just leave the conversation and not engaging her.
M:38 W:38 T:14 M: 12 S:9 S:6 BD: 07/18 W Moved out: 5/19 W Moved in: 7/19 D draft received: 12/19