Yes, I really want to get to the point that I want nothing to do with him.
That's not a point you magically arrive at. It's a choice that you consciously make.
Yesterday was the first time I hadn't replied to a text message from him in over 2 months. I have no interest in ever replying or picking up the phone from here on out.
I'm dealing with pain of my poor choices.
And, I recognize the fact that very few people would do the work necessary to repair the hurt they inflicted on their partner to make a better M, but instead behave like water and going down the path of least resistance.
That is where he is at - the path of least resistance. I wish him well.
