I am trying to keep my feet planted firmly on the ground...H broke it off with the OW tonight
Today: -Little was said between us today. -Cooked only for him tonight - as the kids had food out -Post his exercise time, he was smiling and ready for food - I let him know that I knew he had a long day at work, so no worries about cleaning up anything - He later texted me that he was going to go out at 1030pm, to make a call, and would be back in 30 mins, and this was a positive thing, for him and me. -He was gone for about 45 mins, came back, texted me, that "it's done". -I came out from my room, really not sure how to to be or what to say, just hugged him and told him it was going to be okay. He told me that he 'sunk his life raft' so I told him, that I knew it was hard, and he just said, it is what it is.
I don't know if the gears are going to catch on this.... I have read that these things probably just don't end just like 'that'.
I do have some hope that he is serious about taking a second look at this marriage, granted its still step zero of a million steps that may not end with us together - BUT - tonight I am going to bed relieved!
Will deal with tomorrow's troubles tomorrow. BlueSea
M:50 H:49 D:16 S:13 M:23 T:25 BD: Feb 25th 2020 EA/PA: Dec 2019 - June 11, 2020 Behind every broken woman is a broken man...