I don't think either of us are FULLY committed yet, but I do think we are both trying to some degree. I already told her that for us to even had a shot I was going to need honesty and transparency, but I haven't asked for access to her phone and I wasn't planning on it until I knew if I wanted to install my app on it or not. I was more meaning in our talks with each other and in our convos with the MC.
W is definitely acting different. She wanted me in the bed room with her again on Tuesday night as she went to sleep. Then on Wed, out of the blue, she came and sat in my huge living room chair with me and put her head on my chest and just lay there for a while. We had some small talk about our D20 and her baby and such. I am not sure if her motivation is to fool me into thinking she has changed or if she is trying to see if being closer to me will change her feelings for me. I don't think for a second that anything substantial has changed yet but I do wish I could know her true motivations.
