Ben, good luck, and I mean that sincerely. You clearly still care about her and for that reason I hope she is interested in giving it another go. Since you've been here, your love for her is evident. And I do like that you are taking the attitude that she can't just waltz right back. I do hope for your sake she is interested in recommitting to MR. Just keep your expectations low.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018