She does not have access to any funds. There is absolutely no benefit she gets from being with me in any way except for maybe having my company and hanging out with my dog.
I didn't mean I have gotten there as in I'm fully evolved. That never happens of course. But the 180's of who I am now from who I was back when this started have stuck with me.
There is no urge to discuss us either. I get that it may sound like that. There is no urge for nothing here. No urge for getting back together with her. No urge to have a talk. But I completely understand it may appear that way.
Earlier I have said to her I am not interested in friendship with her. So it just feels weird to keep hanging out as often as we are. The reason I even started answering her emails was when she told me she found a lump in her chest. Up until then, I ignored anything that wasn't absolutely important. Then after finding out it wasn't cancer, we've sort of kept in touch.
If this is friend zone for her, I most certainly need to find out and end it quickly. But please don't misunderstand. The plan was never to discuss "us" and then I suggest well ok you should move back in. There would be a lot she has to prove before I would consider being in a relationship with her again.
Me: 38 Stbxw: 35 No kids Mini bd: February 6, 2019 ONS confirmed Sept 7, 2019 Told her to move out: September 8, 2019 W moved out: September 28, 2019 Divorce filed by me: September 23, 2019
