I don't have much to update.

Despite my best efforts to resolve things through mediation, we are fast converging on a court date next week. The story of the legal back-and-forth the last few months is absolutely nuts and has consumed a lot of time and energy. I've remained calm and handled it well.

STBXW and I have made almost zero progress in mediation or counseling. I suspected this would happen, and put some things in motion a few months back. I am so thankful for my L. I found the perfect person to represent me.

In addition, I am feeling great, and this has been a consistent feeling the past month now. The key factor has been getting a handle on my anxiety. That has been the key to everything for me - more than dealing with my D. I can't overstate this enough.