Been 2 years. Still standing but recently contemplating why I am still doing so. Was it due to the past memories or the person I used to know? Perhaps there was something within that still hope. I thought I was doing fine but after some drinks alone I weeped the day before.
But after I woke up I feel pretty fine again to move on. Certain nights I still dream of reconciliation and the good old times. But I just wake up and face reality wondering why does it happen. But well, can't look back and just keep looking forward.
Steve85, I tried to stay away from alcohol occasionally but I think the greatest success was about 5 days for me in recent times. Need to work on that as it affects my sleep as well which in turn gets into a vicious cycle. Need to find something to offload end of the day. Hopefully after this lock down period things will get better.
M:38 W:38 T:14 M: 12 S:9 S:6 BD: 07/18 W Moved out: 5/19 W Moved in: 7/19 D draft received: 12/19
