ToSmile, welcome back, and sorry things are still a struggle. My only advice for you right now? Stop drinking. Do it for your kids if not for yourself. As a former alcoholic I can tell you that drinking alone is a huge red-flag. And I cannot tell you how much better my life has been in the decades since I gave up alcohol.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
