It will kill me if she goes out and is home late. She says she won't go to the bar. She has been a bartender one night a week for 15 years and she said she is quitting (bars are closed for many more months with the pandemic). Those are important to me.
Yes, married 5 years this upcoming September. Affairs for the last 2+ years.
She just came and talked to me and claims she didn't want to hurt me and that she is in love with me and can't lose me. I'm just remaining silent for now other than telling her to come clean on every dirty little secret. She's begging me to go to MC tonight with her. I think I will.
