B,

So the translation is you and the children are supposed to be the most important people in the world to me and I know you’re in extreme pain and going through hell. I know this is putting our children through hell but I don’t care. I only care about what makes me happy. I think it’s this OW but I’m not 100% sure. Can you wait until I am sure in case I need to come back home and act like nothing happened?

Blue I know you see this as a sign of hope but this will be another thing that makes you cringe years down the road when you think about it. This I promise you.