And then it was over.

[BlueSea]

Think about what a jerk he is being, stare at that sty on his face, gross yourself out over him.

May22 - this made me laugh out loud! I hear you - yes! LOL! that is something I can do. And I worked on that list, and came up with some - some of these I WILL do:
-Learn to sing
-Karaoke
-Learn to dance
-Play the guitar
-Learn to ride a horse and ride ALONE
-Tent camp by myself
-RV trip with girlfriends
-Work as a barista at Starbucks
-Polar dive
-Take a nude pic

SAGE4
*Thank you for stopping in and posting, even if you are a bit ahead of me, I really appreciate you willing to call back to me and let me know whats ahead...even if its just a few steps ahead... it really helps. And, I agree with you about time...I was able to get thru most of today without wracking pain. So slowly, time is carrying me over the threshold to numbness. But boy, these past 3 months were sheer awfulness, I am not sure how I would have managed without finding this forum.
*Finally, something positive for a LBW - about that light switch - I can not wait for that! Please soon. If you are a bit ahead of me, then I should be coming up to that soon. Its awesome that you feel empowered and DONE - I think the tides will turn when I get there. I can't wait to be and feel empowered! Reading Bluwave is so helpful - all her advice - she made it and has her family together and an H that is back and solidly working on the M (that is as far as I got so far). I will look up AlisonUK. Thank you!

TODAY
I went out with a friend today and my daughter (16) texted me, 'Dad is saying he is going to Home Depot, I asked to go with him, he said no, its so suspicious! what should I do?' And I texted back, 'Let him go. much love' --- I was a bit shocked because I (for the first time) did not care. Before I would have noted the time, and mentally ticked off each second, torturing myself where he was going.
And I let him know I was going out today - if he could check the kids if they needed anything. And left for about 6 hours and had a good time with a friend. Drove an hour away to have margaritas and just chill. She had asked to go last week and I turned her down as I did not want him to think how nice it was to have me not around. Today was a good day. I just hope for a restful night (more than 5 hrs of sleep).