I guess I'm just naive and stupid for believing in any kind of common decency in people as a whole.
Anyway. Needless to say yesterday went to [censored]. Big fight she stormed off cane back late haven't talked to me at all but then again I don't think she would have said anything to me in the last month if I wasn't talking first. Spent most of my day out running around. All and all it was okay.
Today I'm just not engaging I don't know what else to do anymore but that. Went to my parents and the gun range. Just been watching TV since I got back. Not sure how I feel anymore. I wouldn't call it empty I don't think but it's not strong in any kind of emotion. One day at a time I guess.