Standing vs standing still

[may22]

Hi FS,

I think of you often and am glad you posted to update everyone. I'm really impressed with how you're handling the situation with D13. (not a psychologist but) I do wonder if she's taking out her feelings on the one person it is safe to do so with, and you're also seeing her love coming back through her behavior with D10. That part is just so sweet and lovely.

HI wanted to put across a calm acceptance, which is where I think I am at these days. Content to float along knowing I would be happy with any outcome. That, I think, is the true gift having all this time alone - not just the physical alone time of the last three months, but the emotional alone time of the last 2 years.

This is so impressive. i work at this constantly, but it never lasts for very long. Any words of wisdom for what helped you get here, besides time?

thanks for the update and hope you're still hanging in there!