Originally Posted by wayfarer
Asking "Are you f-ing serious right now?" is my gut instinct and probably why I'm still very much in limbo...lol.

This is the kind of response going through my mind, along with "moved on from what? You walking out on me? You telling me I'm not enough for you? You bailing on your M?" . There's no way I would say any of that though - I dont even feel like getting that emotional over it and showing him a reaction as also going through my mind is go away and leave me alone,

I know I have momentarily hopped on the roller coaster today but seem to have stopped the ride and hopped off again!


M:49 H:49
T:20 M:18
D:16 D:14

EA: Feb 2019-May 2020
Separated: Mar-early Aug 2020
H asked to reconcile: Jun 2020
EA relapse: Oct/Nov 2020
Recon #2: since Nov 2020