Journaling

OK, didn't put a deadline (yet) but will definitely need to.
She's avoiding things SO MUCH and now she is trying to be cheerful, nice, beautiful etc around me.
Makes detachment and focus on me harder, and sort of pisses me off.
You think we're friends now???

Not sure I will ever want to be her friend.
Will be considering if my "NC" is forever (apart from kids stuff of course).


Also my brother has apparently been talking abit to SIL (they actually used to date(weird I know)).
Apparently SIL is not talking that much to her sister (my W) and she is afraid W will regret everything.

Last edited by Mumin; 05/28/20 04:09 PM.

Me: 34
Stbxw: 30
D:5 D:3
Mini bd: May/June 2019
Married: Aug 2019
BD: 6th Dec 2019
OM Confirmed: Feb 2020
March 2020: I filed for D
Waiting for D to be finalized and W to move out end of January 2021