I know that initiating contact is not beneficial and I won’t call, but it really is difficult.
Only if you make it.
Your inner discourse was chosen by you.
You can decide to say this is easy too.
But I would get busy, play a game, read a book, call a friend, make a meal, make a fancy dessert, clean something, organize something, wrestle the dog.
H 34 W 29 BD 3/12/18 Divorce Busted Spring 19
It is not things that bother us, but the stories we tell ourselves about things.