My anniversary was on Monday so I feel your pain. I thought about us all day cried alot. It was really rough. But overall it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I went to my sister's and ordered my typical anniversary dinner of sushi from our favorite restaurant. I thought it might hurt but that little bit of normalcy helped and being with people who understand and care helped too. Going home that night and seeing my wife not care and refuse to even mention it was rough though.