with memorial day coming up, I am trying to decide now how I am going to handle the weekend ahead of time. I know in the past I can set myself up for failure by hoping that there will be some sort of connection. And when that doesn't happen, I can feel awful. I am working on a plan to just enjoy the day and present no matter where it goes. I'm working hard to get in the practice of filling my own holes and making my own happiness.
me: 46 h: 49 m: 24 T: 27 DD1:20 DD2:17 DS:12 BD1: PA for 2 yrs 08/2016 BD2: OW is one of my closest friends 12/2016 BD3: H wants a D 11/2019 Now: He is in the same house, but has filed for divorce.
