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[Taz]

Doing some thinking today which I know can be dangerous. One of the things W told me and our sons in separate notes on why she left was that she “was tired of pretending that everything was ok”. She has left us notes but has yet to speak to us about anything of substance.

I understand that always pretending that you are happy and have a perfect family and marriage can wear on your mental health. Here’s the weird thing, every time we see her she still just acts like everything is fine and dandy.

So I guess it’s ok to pretend some of the time (a couple of hours every two weeks or so). W is still running from something. I know it isn’t just me and our sons. We are just collateral damage.

Time to stop thinking and get dinner started.

Taz