I don't think you have anything to feel bad about. We all have our issues to work through. Where you may not have felt open enough to put that out there until now....
I feel comfortable enough to put every thought and feeling... upswing/downswing in my journey. I don't really filter. I get called out for it a lot.... ALOT.... and I know everyone just has my best interest at heart.
I'm grateful I have a place to pour it all out so that I'm not making bad OR as bad decisions in real life play.
HUGS.... I'm glad you are finding a way to work through it. I used to feel that a PA was a deal breaker for me but I'm learning a lot about myself and learning how my actions left my H feeling neglected for so long. I'm struggling and my progress isn't linear but is progress none the less.
