I’m sorry you’re struggling Steve and I want to point some things out to you.
99.9% of the time it is about being with or dating other people. That’s why there should never be any stipulations in the separation because the WW will never adhere to them. You are plan b until you decide you’re not and it sounds like that will continue.
Her words me nothing and you should only look at actions. Joining a dating website is an action. That’s the reality. When you ignore reality that is when you suffer.
That's fair. Appreciate the cold water, as hard as it is.
I guess nothing has really changed, just that this is more visible. One day I'll wake up and decide that I'm done, or she will. Until then it's just another day and another opportunity for me to be the best version of myself I can be.
