I continue to read to learn and grow. Today I had an epiphany I think sometimes I analyze H because for me its easier to see his faults and understand them that it is my own. H flipping D17 off and calling her a beotch made me wonder why is he angry? This is a serious question. I mean it was his choice to blow up our lives right? Then it clicked. All suffering and negativity is caused by not accepting reality.
I'm suffering because I haven't accepted that he's gone and that this is my life now. Acceptance is therefore the key to my freedom from negativity and suffering. Wow. Now I just need to work on implementing this. lol
