Worked on the house a little bit. Mostly junk in the backyard. She's super skittish. Hurts. Not showing it though. I hope. I am not sure I could survive a D. Maybe, I don't want to. Spitballing right now.

I know this isn't what I expected. Not what I want.

Too little, too late... I know... the effort is for me and not her.

Doesn't seem worth it if its not with her.

Yeah, this mindset is counter productive. Still have not figured out how to shut it off.

Last edited by Turbine; 05/16/20 07:56 PM.
H (me) 56 ; W 54 ; M 32 ; D 32 ; D 30 ; S 21 ; Grandkids: 12, 11, 10, 8, 1