hi BenB!

Yes, I have been thinking the whole day about how pathetic I have been and how I made that very same mistake, hi my new name is safetyNet!

Yes so my new clothes are attractive but my attitude kills it all. I need to reevaluate my position and the things under my control. this back and forth is the worst, I have just spent an afternoon I should have been working throwing myself a big fat pity party. You know the worst was listening to how I am 100% at blame again and she went as far as to say please tell me my mistakes I want to learn them to change them. To that I said look I am not here to tell you that, all I want now is to identify and change my mistakes.

I am the worst DBer on earth, but I will get there!

thanks for your reply Ben, the good thing is that now 2 days after these interactions happen I can dissect how and where I went wrong, I need to get to the point where I KNOW IT BEFORE I MAKE THE MISTAKE!

hugs! Paco


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Me 29 W:29
M: 5yrs T:10yrs
S:6 yrs S:1 yr
BD: "I want a D" 08/09/19
Sep: 10/27/19