Take a piece of paper and draw a big Y on it... You are at the bottom of the Y.. At the top of left point of the Y write a list of what you could be doing with your life if you moved on, and at the top of the right point write a list of all the crap your are suffering now / have been dealing with.
Start at the bottom of the Y and then decide which path is more appealing for your future.. Considering you all have written here and the state of your WW, do you really believe the right hand list will change in the future, if ever...Is this really the path you want to follow ?
Previous username - Helpme123.. A name chosen at a desperate time..
Now Mr Brightside.. coming out of my cage, and doing just fine.