Thanks KML. I’ve been taking supplements for the first time in my life. My diet stinks though. They sure do like to feed us. And it’s about all I enjoy these days.
My friends and I have tried these zoom happy hours. But we hve nothing to talk about other than COVID because there is nothing going on in our lives on lockdown. And they all want the skinny on it for me and it gets exhausting . I hope I can be of some support to these families. Every clap out we do brings me to tears.
I actually feel like my work isn’t important enough and I just want to go back to the bedside more than ever. I discharge my formerly healthy patients home on oxygen all day long.
It really is like a post-apotyptic world here . To see time square empty is eerie. I’m ready for zombies to pop out.
I guess I feel scared and alone. But I stay strong for the kid who is having her own hard time. We do lots of activities together when I get home from work because she’s been so bored. She has no brothers or sisters or anyone else here. So we tie dyed shirts when I got home, did a work out together outside in the yard, then we started the fire pit up and made some s’mores. She will be with her dad this weekend and I’m working. She’s at least been going over to her little cousins house when she’s with him.
I just want an adult hug. Preferably a man, lol. The good news is I haven’t felt desperate enough to reach back to old boyfriends . I have so my more respect for myself these days, it feels good.
And cadet, I’m rooting for our hero nurse! I know she’s going to kick it in the arse!!!! And I know it must be hard not to be with her. I love the love you guys have
