Seems she is continuing to pin ball from lucid moments to the blame game. Five years without seeing her kids must be quite an extraordinary thing to face.
It is interesting how she seems stuck in a time warp. She says they need a mother and yet she can’t act on it. Instead she just keeps looking to the lost time which can, as you say, can never be replaced.
And if she is recognizing her past boyfriends were bad choices and that’s where she opted to double down at the full expense of her girls, well, ouch.
Roll on you tank.
Me 41, H 47, M 15 yrs, S11, S13 BD 1: 11/4/14 we work on it; really I pretzel myself BD 2: 3/31/15 H goes down to "dorm room" 8/15: H back to MBR 10/15: H back in dorm room 1/18: H files, now divorced
