Thank you guys very much for the support. Honestly, it is really tough at times. It’s tough some days outside of lockdown, tougher inside.
But it has to be done. This isn’t caught in the house. This is caught by those going out and bringing it home. I guess not many could truly understand it unless you live in the NY/Nj metro area and work in the hospital and on a COVID unit.
Going to friends houses is NOT happening. You are not a welcomed guest. Especially if you work on a COVID unit and immunocompromised family members live in was there. My daughter can’t play with her friends. It is not acceptable here at all. It’s taking a toll on her as well. And I get it . Things are changing. And it scared me in my position in life. I thought dating was hard before, ha! Thankfully I have begun to really accept being alone and it is not something I am fearful of.
My friends and activities and the gym, ignited my soul. It’s all gone. But it has to be this way. I’m fortunate my family and friends are healthy, because it is knocking out while families here .
I just have to get used to the new norm. I just could have never ever imagined this
