I have no doubt in my mind that you will find your way through this and come out the other side shining like the star you are.
on another note...congrats to you on the 10yr no smoking...maybe someday I'll get there...never intended to smoke after dd was born (had quit during both preg) but alas ow, bomb, seperation etc made that somewhat impossible. H recently quit (he's into month 4 now) but has taken up cigars...me with a cigar??? don't think that'll work so it's going to have to be when I'm ready.
