Still married couple from Scandinavia Part 2

[BenB]

Sorry, I've been a bit slow posting here. Thank you Neffer and AS!

Since I last posted things have mostly been the same. W contacts me almost every day for various reasons. I never initiate contact. I am unsure how I want to proceed so I'm being very cautious. I am not ready to take her back right now, that I know. I don't know if that is what she wants either.

If I was to guess, W is unsure how she feels and is worried that if she tells me she wants to R, she might regret it and therefore upset me to the point where I go NC again. I don't know what the next step is but I will keep my distance and keep focusing on me.

I'm working out every day, on my rest days I still walk on the treadmill for an hour or do P90x at home. W on the other hand has not lived a healthy lifestyle since she moved out. Eating unhealthy, lots of sugar etc. But she still looks great as usual.

Anyway, just wanted to give you an update on what's happening.