It is a struggle - the lies, the projections, the blame, the anger. Add to that the flips to normalcy, the obvious confusion, the shortsightedness, and the short memory and seemly mental processing power of a gnat. The alien MLCer.
Good for you expressing your feelings. Let them out, vent; in a safe place and manner.
Your feelings are valid and true; and not permanent. They will change. This is all steps along the path. Which you’re walking really well I will add.
His behaviour and the facade he shows, yeah some people do go along with it. You know better. Still, it takes a while for one’s self esteem to not be affected. As I said you know; it’s your feelings that are still catching up to that understanding. The compassion, the struggle.
Originally Posted by Kindly
First time since this began that I’m feeling angry and disgusted with his behaviour.
Yep. Your feelings are perfectly normal. His behaviour is disgusting.
Emotional understanding takes time. Let the feelings wash over you.
These are healthy steps along a healing path.
DnJ
Feelings are fleeting. Be better, not bitter. Love the person, forgive the sin.
