Very interesting. I will have to think about this and how it applies to me.

I am beginning to push back, I guess. I am trying to GAL and detach still. I still kind of suck at validation but working on it. I am pretty happy during the day and keep busy. At night, when he goes to bed I head to the living room where it is quiet and I can be alone. That's when I say my nightly prayers and cry. And give it over to God.


me: 46 h: 49
m: 24 T: 27
DD1:20 DD2:17 DS:12
BD1: PA for 2 yrs 08/2016
BD2: OW is one of my closest friends 12/2016
BD3: H wants a D 11/2019
Now: He is in the same house, but has filed for divorce.