Not willing to quit

[Turbine]

I'm still replaying this afternoon. I really don't care if I eat. Wake up. Go to work. Yes, in all this I have an essential job. Nothing as prominent as Nurse or Doctor.

Having a really hard time getting to sleep.

Definitely not loving myself. Not feeling too charitable towards the judge and two lawyers in particular.

I still don't know how to let her go.

So... with that mindset and what everyone has said... She won't be back. I see no reason to keep going. Not family, friends...