Happy Mother’s Day and I’m sorry about the headache.
You’re spinning again big time. You’re wasting mental energy. There is nothing to see here.
I am spinning. I'm just balling my eyes put today. My MIL texted me. I haven't cried like this for months. I just want to tell him I miss him. Ugh, that's so stupid.
I think seeing him yesterday was a HUGE set back.
I'm not acting any emotion - anxiety, fear. I will not break NC. I will dream with where I'm at today and accept it so I can keep moving forward.
