He has a new home and OW --- which he never says a word about. I don't know why he doesn't? I don't know why he doesn't say he wants an expedited D because there is someone else who is special. Yes, it would suck but then I would know 100% sure where he is at with this.
KK so the first part of your day today was pretty good. You definitely pursued and gave a going away gift to a man who is divorcing you and leaving you for another woman wtf?????
This last part is a little unsettling and you seem a bit delusional.
I hope you can find some peace and move forward with you life.
I get the gift is a DB no no.... I don't think of it as a gift per say. I have this OCD issue which I put in focus with knitting. I knit every one lots of things. I sent a gift with him last time to give to his mother which was a gift for a cousin of his. Knitting and giving it away is what I do.
I had a weak moment at the end BUT please know I did not show a single weak moment to my H. I was strong and proud.
I accept that I can do absolutely NOTHING about any of this outside of looking out for myself. I'm human and I do wonder if he is living with her. Its none of my business so I never ask.
What he saw today was an amazing woman holding her head up high enduring a difficult situation with grace and maturity. Never showing a sign of weakness (save that when it came to discussing the dog.)
I'm proud of myself.
But what you read about me writing down thoughts of where he is at with OW are just legitimate things we all thing about. I'm not obsessing over it. I can do nothing about it. Seeing him was a bit of a trigger but he never saw me crack... not once.
