I have missed this forum so much. I was somehow locked out of my account and have found no way to get back in, even after emailing. I haven't been able to reset my password or anything. I gave up for a little while, and then finally created a new account.
I have had a lonely month of ups and downs. I don't know where to even begin except that right now we are all in the same house (quarantine). I have been trying to GAL and detach, but I don't understand him. Three weeks ago he asked me to meet a need by showing physical affection. I have tried repeatedly, he still remains like a dead fish.
I was going to ask if he could do the same for me. He has asked instead that we right lists of what we expect from a husband/father, and a wife/stay at home mom. I suspect this will be another way of showing I am not living up to expectations, but who knows.
He told me he feels like we are roommates. He doesn't show affection, yet we do a lot together and have a good time. He is careful to keep us from connecting.
Yesterday was our 24th anniversary. We went paddleboading, got some take out, and sat on the beach. It was nice and we had a lot of fun. But no physical affection or words of love. It's the weirdest thing ever.
From my point of view, he is a blessed man. He has beautiful family and a good wife. But he appears to want...I don't know. Roommates?
I hope my friends are still here. I have missed this support. If anyone knows how i can get back in my account let me know.
me: 46 h: 49 m: 24 T: 27 DD1:20 DD2:17 DS:12 BD1: PA for 2 yrs 08/2016 BD2: OW is one of my closest friends 12/2016 BD3: H wants a D 11/2019 Now: He is in the same house, but has filed for divorce.
