You yearn for settlement and stability. For completion, closure and comfort. You want to know where you stand and stand where you know it is safe to be. Yet something is being kept in a state of flux. You await a decision. You are being given only vague and incomplete information. You can't allow yourself to get caught up in endless dithering. Don't wait for a choice to be made for you. Just make your own and then stick with it. The only thing you'll lose from being so assertive, is your sense of frustration.
I can think of half a dozen things it could apply to in my life (m, work, baby, etc). Guess I'll be assertive on all of them! Sage
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.