Well, the reason why the job was taken down was because it was filled. And I’m pretty happy with whom filled it. She doesn’t work in our department, but she works in our hospital and I interact with her often and I think she will be great and she is well qualified. I was kind of disappointed but what is meant to be will be, and it wasn’t meant to be.
I had a nice weekend with myself. The weather was amazing and I got stuff done around the house and outside . Unfortunately I had another reaction to maybe grass? Both my for arms and hands broke out in an awful rash. It’s getting a little better. I also got a little sunburn, but i like the color.
My aunt is still in the hospital and she wouldn’t eat. They tried to FaceTime my cousin but she still wouldn’t do it. So today my nurses on the floor and the manager were supportive of getting me in the room and I got to wear the space helmet. The good news is she ate for me. I had to feed her and I was in there for a while, but she ate for me. I’ll go in again tomorrow. I discharged a patient after 35 days. We had a clap out for him. His wife became tearful on the phone with me and was just so happy and thankful. It’ll be a while he is on the home oxygen, but he will be home. I’m concerned people are going to get too cocky and gather too quickly. The weather here on Sunday was 80 degrees which is warm for the NY/NJ area this time of year . People went the beaches and state parks. Some were good, some weren’t .
I worked an hour and half later today. But it is what it is. Our new chest freezer came and I can’t wait to fill it. I’m definitely stimulating the economy with my money, but I’m also paying off bills.
Sunday my dad and his wife are coming over for Mother’s Day and I’m really looking for to it. We miss them. I miss my friends. I miss doing social stuff, restaurants. Bars, live music....... it’s tough to miss out on these things especially as a single woman. Dating is obviously off the table which is fine. I’m not feeling it anyways. I’m lucky to go work and I consider my coworkers friends , so I do get to see my friends.
Under a month until 40. It’s really getting to me. At least my coworker said with my new hair that I look 27. That felt good! I’m not where I imagined I would be at 40, but I’m not in a bad place. I’m where I’m supposed to be I guess
