I went to church with my D. After church we went to lunch, did some grocery shopping, and then went for a nice long walk at the park. Had dinner at my parent's house this evening. This is the most I have done in the past 2 months. I've pretty much kept to myself and closed myself off from the world, except when my H was here.
Overall it was a good day/evening. I enjoyed myself and the time spent with my D and parent's, but there were moments I would feel empty inside and lonely, even though I was surrounded by people who love me.
I am still tempted to text or call H and ask about his day, or tell him about mine. I shouldn't feel this way because he's obviously not interested in communicating with me right now.
Still trying to resist the urge and taking it one hour at a time. Nights are the worst.
Me: 47 H: 45 T: 24 M:23 D23 BD #1 12/19: ILYBNILWY BD #2 2/20: I discovered H was having an affair with OW. (OW is 21 and lives in another country) Current R status: Separated.
