I am very tempted to text my H and tell him that it's not too late to save our relationship if we go to MC. I truly believe that.

I know this is against DB rules. I don't understand how you can work on the R if you never discuss anything.

I miss him so much. I miss telling him about my day.

Why is this so dang hard?????

Me: 47 H: 45
T: 24 M:23
D23
BD #1 12/19: ILYBNILWY
BD #2 2/20: I discovered H was having an affair with OW. (OW is 21 and lives in another country)
Current R status: Separated.