I’m happy to take things slow. I said we need to talk about how we got to this point, and what we really want from a R together. He’s said he’s missed the family, and even when he has the kids there’s a bit missing. He’s realised that after 20yrs the love is different to that new euphoric love and he realises it’s deeper than he thought . There is lots to discuss, not least the working away from home and EAP status, but I’d like to think we have time on our side to really work through this. He won’t be working away any time soon, and I think still having space in separate houses while we work it through will be good. We did kiss some more and it felt nice. I hope we can fix this but I’m under no illusions about the difficulties ahead. Our previous experience with MC 2 years ago were not good so I’m not sure where we go with that one. But maybe that’s not paramount today/tomorrow/next week
M:49 H:49 T:20 M:18 D:16 D:14
EA: Feb 2019-May 2020 Separated: Mar-early Aug 2020 H asked to reconcile: Jun 2020 EA relapse: Oct/Nov 2020 Recon #2: since Nov 2020
