I have spent the entire day feeling miserable after the interaction with W yesterday and how I stormed out after she told me I was punishing her by not being her friend. This afternoon I got a notification from my calendar, I had set a 6 months deadline to move on if I saw no change on her behaviour.
Well here we are, there has been no change, I still want to R, but I need to move on now. I guess considering myself divorced will help from this point. Do you have any recommendations for moving pass this kind of personal deadlines in a healthy way?
On a different topic, how can I deal with the sex drought? It has been many many months and I am 29 so my drive is quite strong. One of my goals as better man is to stop any kind of porn and my friends keep encouraging me to use tinder or similar (only one of them is married and the rest have the maturity of a teenager). do you guys have any recommendations here?
I have been out before and I feel interest from other women but I do not want to complicate or mess any chances at R yet I am a man and have my needs. Thanks a lot for reading and for your support!
love, Packs
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Me 29 W:29 M: 5yrs T:10yrs S:6 yrs S:1 yr BD: "I want a D" 08/09/19 Sep: 10/27/19
