Two more days to go till you finish your class! How are you going to celebrate??
Just like you said to me-- it is normal to go through these cycles, to revisit the trauma and the grief as you process things when you can. It is a good and healthy thing, even when it doesn't feel good in the moment.
I also want to point out how differently you're handling this similar situation today than how you felt when you were first dropped into it. You're cultivating the positive, learning about yourself, growing intellectually and spiritually, and it is all so inspiring to watch. Its amazing.
What's for dinner this week???
Me (46) H (42) M:14 T:18, D9 & D11 4/19 - 12/19: series of escalating BDs 9/20 - present: R and piecing