I know... I'm slow to get the clue I know I need to have. I go from being strong and ok one minute to a trainwreck the next... where in the world is the in between?
I get that I can't nice him back... he doesnt even want nice anymore.
I swear I'm done. No more calls or texts. He will be here Sunday at 11am... done.
Then its continue to work on me... LRT... I won't lie... I still want him to come back but I accept there is nothing I can do but move on. He has to be the one to decide that working on M is the better choice for him.
