Kas I am so sorry you are struggling but with your thought process you are never going to "win".
You've done enough research to know that you make your own happiness in life. What your STBX has no bearing on your happiness what so ever.
If you must play this game with him then play to win and beat him in the happiness game.
**I post these things over and over because I want to get this. Logically I get it emotionally I do not**
Anyway I keep thinking about your post from the other day. I texted my support group leader yesterday and said "isn't this whole inner peace crap for people with family, a SO and enough money to support themselves?" How do I possibly fill the void left by H with book clubs and sewing?
